Friday, May 30, 2008
the month of may is coming to an end.
but before i start to emo, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHUA MEI MEI! thank you for being ever so retarded, for letting me laugh at your funny pronounciations and letting tease you. thank you for always being so enthusiastic about everything under the sun, that's why we always have great fun. please do stay this way and i hope you had a great birthday! heehee. I LOVE YOU MEI. <333
over the past five months, i've grew to love/miss/cherish many things. i missed the times in mj, and my 08S113. i grew to love tj (which i've regretted going initially), 23/08 and my dearest chamber ensemble. yet at the same time, i missed the old tk days, the tk clique. not forgetting my kcp clique too (who broke my heart today cause i thought we could really go for lunch).
but why does my heart sink even more, when i told my mom my decision. shouldn't i feel relieved because i've made a decision? why do i sound firm, yet feel so uncertain inside. i suddenly feel as though the whole world is about the collapse on me. i hope i won't regret this.
but to all the friends i've made here, in singapore, we're always be friends forever, yeah?
at least we still have roughly two months together. (:
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
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